Today.

Today I was determined not to throw myself into some type of pity party. Well, I have failed.

And I am sure it is the holiday making me feel this way. I have stayed out of stores and restaurants today-but I am lonely today. This feeling of loneliness started this morning - I so desperately wanted 30 minutes to myself - but once my kids were gone- I wanted them back. At least when I am busy - I don't have time to think.

Appreciate the one who loves you. The one you are with.